PLAY: it's a serious thing
Self-censorship is always nearby. It's on the prowl. It's the devil on your shoulder.
Playing is a serious game.
It's only after creation that we must take a step back and look at what we've done.
Creation is the gaze we have on things. Creation is understanding. Creation is mostly decisions. A shitload of decisions at every moment...
Playing, it's discipline. It's repetition. Repeating the same movement, the same action, the same reasoning so it becomes natural. So that it becomes part of us. So that we stop even thinking about it. It becomes like instinct but it's also like a game.
It's better to be pissed off than to be bitter. Being pissed off is a form of energy. It can be channeled and transformed positively.