Why Design is Awesome
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I don't think you have you have to have a diagnosis to have a realization.
Design is a process to solve challenges.
Define problems, and make stuff.
Always keep making.
Define. Ideate. Select. Make. Analyze. Repeat.
Design isn't about you. It's about the user.
When you have these things you love, put it out there. Eventually you're going to find like-minded people, and they’re going to help you further along in your journey and your path.